looking for something
I don’t quite know what
A purpose I long for,
a love that I’m searching for
looking for something
I don’t quite know what
A purpose I long for,
a love that I’m searching for
lost love
broken heart
but my spirit
is still on fire
i love you
i want to run from you
i run towards you
what should i do?
in the end,
love wins.
life is good,
when laughing
with the people you love
your gentle touch greeted me into this world
your heart beat comforted me
your voice was familiar in this strange world
you kept me safe
your love enfolded me even before I was born
I did not have the words or concept of mother
but you were my first love
you loved me as God loves
love that just was
love unasked
love freely given
love freely received
i keep falling into you
no matter how far i run
I burn to know your love.
A love that pure and divine.
Love that burns away the
darkness in my heart.
Love that melts the frozen
places of my soul.
Love that gives new life.
I burn for your love.
There’s a Buddhist notion of cultivating bodhicitta, or empathy and compassion for all sentient beings. I know I often think of love as a feeling, but it’s something we can cultivate and grow into more and more. I really love this notion that we can cultivate kindess, love and compassion.
I think in the Christian tradition, I am always taken by even the worst sinners’ hearts can be awakened to Divine Love through an experience of mercy and grace. I have been especially contemplating why one thief on the cross was able to accept Jesus, and the other was not.
Meditation Poem #64
May compassion grow
in me and in you
each day
This Poem is written in honor of everyone living with dementia, family, friends, and other care givers who are present with them.
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I know you will not remember me,
but you’ll remember the feeling.
All I can do is, be open to each moment,
and try to create moments of joy with you.
either I can see you as you are, or
try to hold on to the old image of you
and becoming angry or frustrated.
I choose to live in today with you,
even if you are living in yesterday,
but we get to relive it together
here and now.
all we have is this precious moment.
I choose to fill it with love.